I've been so busy...
I haven't stopped moving for a year...
Too busy for the little things...
Not even paying attention to life...

How has NOTHING changed??

Relief

A curse has been lifted, my weight feels so light,
I'm done with that battle, I'm done with the fight,
I can walk in a room without looking both ways,
I can forget your existence most of my days,

I can breath in so deep and I can sing any song,
I can be who I am, now that you're gone.

I forgave you, I loved you and accepted the excuse,
I tried to patch us up, despite the abuse,
I wanted so badly to believe what you said,
Another chance, another try and look what you did...

I made my best effort, I tried to be strong,
I should have just waited, 'cause now, you are gone.

But here I am and I don't care about you,
And finally, finally! We're finally through.
And the world looks so much brighter, so pleasant, so kind,
The darkness I've lived in is left far behind,

You held me down, made me fight, and you knew all along,
How great I would feel if you were were just... gone,

We're done with the awkward and done with the tears,
We're done with the hate and the secretive fears,
I'm done wanting justice and done making plans,
I'm done hoping someday you might understand,

And I realize quite well that you'll "never be wrong."
But it's enough for me that you're finally gone.

Demented

I had a dream last night that makes me question the sanity of my subconscious.

I'm there in a group of people. Around 30 I'm assuming. Two of which are talking crabs and one of which is an infant. There's a guy standing in the middle of the group of people giving some kind of speech. He's tall, dark and wearing a cape. He asks the woman with the baby if he can borrow her child. She lets him.. The man grabs the kid and continues with his speech. After a few minutes he takes the sword from his side and stabs the baby. The only "people" who seem effected at all is the mother and the two crabs. The man hols up the dead baby and continues his speech.

A Ray Of Dark Sunshine

The world makes a little more sense if you keep in mind that everyone, when you really get down to the core, is looking out for #1...

Themselves.

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And there's nothing wrong with that.