Again

There will never be a day when your name doesn't cross my mind. I can't fall asleep without putting my mind to rest from the thought of you. I will never hear someone make me a promise without thinking of your broken ones. I will never think of the past without having to push through the gate of you. Every corner of this town. Every movie. Every resuaraunt. Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall. People say I'm strong, and I think of you. People say I'm boring, and I think of you. The scars on my hands and top of my writsts. You are so much of who I am. I am who I am despite you. I am me because of dealing with me, because of you. It doesn't bother me. I'm generally at peace with it. But forgive me for speaking of it, it's who I am.