Saturday, April 2, 2011

Square One

I can hardly begin to describe how overwhelmed I am right now. If I were to say everything is going wrong I'd be lying. But I can't exactly say things are going well either. Things just Are. I'm without a home now. Spending a few weeks with my parents. I'm single again. And I may be forced to leave my job. All my friendships are teetering on the edge and me, myself feels torn in a thousand different directions. Does it bother me? No, not exactly. I can see good and bad ways for all of this to work out. The problem is it's all happening at once and making this many decisions is driving me crazy. On the plus side I can go anywhere from here. There's this freedom I'm being forced to face that has never been there before. So when all is said and done. Square one is a great place to start.

2 comments:

  1. May be forced to leave your job? What for? And life never seems to spread things out - it's all at once and it's all hard. Which sucks. But if you ever need me, or just a friend to drive around and chat with again, call me. Or text. <3

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  2. Thanks Ashleigh. Love you. =)

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