Missplaced

Lately I just feel out of place everywhere I go. Like I've always felt out of place in my family.. That's one of the things I thought moving out would help me with. But I met up with Allyson and Caitlin a few days ago and I don't think I can connect with them like I used to. They didn't have a single story that didn't involve getting "SO fucked up." I'm not saying they're bad people they just have a completely different outlook on life than I do. They made me feel like such an uninteresting person. So I can tell already that being around them is going to get a little unnerving... Apart from living situations I don't feel in place with my friends. They're all in Collage... I am missing a big part of their lives. I don't feel like I fit in with them. I also work with a family. Mother, two daughters and a cousin. I guess there's David. But our shifts never match up. And he's far less than friendly anyway. When I'm not working I'm often over at Keenan's. And clearly I'm the odd man out there. lol The thing about functional families... I guess I just feel like the black sheep of wherever I go. It doesn't bother me a whole bunch. It just gets old not being a real part of anything. My feet are firmly on the ground these days. I just don't have a comfortable place to stand. =/