I wish I could let myself expand who I am to people. I take on a very specific role in a person's life. And however much I want to expand I feel restricted to the place I feel I have to be.
To you I'm your emotional outlet. Wish we could just have fun...
To you I'm your verbal punching bag. Can't we have a nice conversation???
To you I'm a goofball. The silly one who always has something to say. Can you take me seriously???
To you I'm held at a distance. You've built a wall we both know I can see through. Wish you'd build me an invisible door...
Some people know how to just get to people. They know how to make people open up. Know how to appeal to their emotions. Know how to make them let their hair down. Know how to draw them closer. I need an invitation.
Sweetheart... your V.I.P All Access Pass has been in your hand sence we met that life changing day in mr, Lockens class up stairs in the science hallway August 21st on a Monday.
ReplyDeletethe same when i came back and found you reading a book in th very same hallway. as i walked down the hall twards you i got so ... UM... seaching for words... Emoitional.. it felt as if i was on the right path in life and when you looked up at me and was shocked i knew i was at the right place at the right time. then you hugged me as if you'd never see me again... Thats when i know i would love you. thats when i knew you were the ONE.. the one... i dont know which "ONE" you are but we have been narrowing it down for years now haha.. but i do know you ARE THE ONE THAT CHAGES MY LIFE and Makes life much easyer and satifing as well as more difficult at times haha
I LOVE YOU EMILY..