Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Stuck

Sometimes I just get scared. Where is my life going? I know I have plans. But plans rarely work. The only real way I get anything done is if I do things in the moment. Spontaneously. But that's not even my personality anymore. I don't feel comfortable making rash decisions. Also, I'm a procrastinator. A cautious procrastinator with little sense of direction.
Not really sure how to get anywhere...

2 comments:

  1. I love this lady Named Avalon Wappett who always tells me "If things don't change they remain the same." So-get somewhere by doing something....

    The only thing you need worry about is wether or not the direction you are headed it good-if its good, go for it. The nice thing about plans (even though I know they rarely work out) is that they give you a direction. Changing plans is evidence of a changing you-and thats not bad. My plans have gone a hundred directions since highschool-but when one plan falls apart I just make a new one. Its not so spontaneous, its being honest with yourself-given who you are and what you want-and who you want to be and what you want to be.

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  2. wow you have a very insightful freind here Em. i couldnt have said it better.. no really i tryed.. haha lots of miss-spellt words and a massive amount of backspaces later.... i just settled on telling you that Melanie has it right.

    I LOVE YOU

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