How... Words.

There's so much I want to explain right now...

How great I feel sometimes.

How confusing this past week has been.

How much I want to take the words back.

How much I appreciate the honesty and love.

How tired I am.

How frustrated I am.

How I could for the first time ever, feel myself as a person changing. While it happened.

How hard I'm trying.

How much I've let go.

How little I want to fight.

How free I feel.

How much I want to impress.

How I just don't see how it was SO easy for her to cast me aside...

How surprisingly little I care.

How grateful I am to have my life the way it is now.

I want to explain so much right now. But there's too many thoughts in one place. I'm having a hard time separating the thoughts at the moment. So this'll do. =)