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Apparently if they're too long it won't spell check it for me. Drat.
Ashleigh wrote a blogt like this.. I wrote this a while back and never posted it for some reason. Anyway, if you're REALLY bored go for it =P good luck!
btw the point of this was to write for one solid hour... and just write what came into my head.. So yeah...


What have I gotten myself into? This is going to be insane! the problem with doing this is I think a LOT faster than I type... I really enjoyed talking to Marcy today. She's sweet... No one ever told me. I hated her.. okay I didn't HATE her... disliked her. Christian's ex... But she's nice... I need to mail that box. I want an oreo. I can;t beleive I'm almost a high school graduate. I honestly was all prepared to fail. the strings on my pj pants are laying on my lap.. In a shape like a deflated X.... why do I like rings so much? Rings and pants.... i love pants. Will used to try and stop me from buying MORE pants.. much like Chris does now with scarves. but really Chirs just likes to stop people dfrom doing what they want. little chirs... gonna miss that kid. i really want some chai tea. What if I did marry Marc? lol I was joking and told my mom I totally would if only they didn't want me to.. she responds with "I hate him." lol sometimes... SOMETIMES.. here and there.. on occasion I like my mom... my dad's alright I guess.. He has a temper but he... eh... why am I drawing a blank? this is odd... I wish I could actually type correctly. I think they should have MADE us learn how.. instead of pretending they cared for a month or so in 4th grade then never caring again. Just like the school system... that I don't have to deal with anymore. ... where the hell is my cap and gown? I rememeber when we made fun of Will for wearing the purple dress! funny funny. Why does will keep coming up... hmm... I dunno just makes me think of shannon... which makes me think of the whole dance team.. who i misss. Sharks. water. finding nemo. there's marc again... lol Will and Marc. I wanna see a battle!!! In a battle between Will and Marc... laura would win. like the ffight between Ashleigh and Caitlin... Eli would win. Duh. Why doesn;t anyone know Eli's girlfriend? It's odd... but ok.. butter knives are completely useless. paper cuts are useless too. most injury is useless.. or not.. okay so it isn't shut up. i'm not goging to try to get all deep here... stream of consciencness doesn;t work that way for me.. okay sometimes it does. I wonder who owes that dog I liked.. the one who just jams around at the road and is all friendly and adorable. I want a dog. i miss Dante. and I'm going to miss Laura. Huh... there's Laura again.. I hope I don't think of anything or type anything that offends people. i hate drama! the paystreak is going to laugh at me. Your mom's going to laugh at me. melanie's nose is going to laugh at me. melanie mealnie melanie.... I wonder if she emails me back... which reminds me of Laura. maybe I'm in love with Laura. ... wtf? lol oh boy the weird things that go through my mind... saving... saving... saving... I hate econ. mr Romans is my least favorite teacher ever. Maybe not ever but at the moment I really really really don't like the guy. I have a lot of time left.. I hope no one reads this whole thing.. whoever reads this is freaking out of their mind! I probably won't even go back and read all this and it's my blog! Shay is really pretty.... Allyson should dye her hair back to brown... Vincent and his lip peircing.. I hate when the sun shines through the window and hits my arm like that.... It's gross... and they wonder why I always keep the blinds closed... I'm embaressed to be seen by meself!!! EMO EMO EMO hee hee I wonder if Adam will ever text me back.. I guess I didn't give him much to work with.. just "lol" but then... he gave me "no comment" which is in itself a comment... idiod. nidiot. Mr. East is a weirdo... But then so am I I guess for eating there so much... Is Lavina a bigger weirdo... naw.. she may be there more but one day she'll turn into a fish.. a lavina fish would be awesome! I can picture it... it's be a really angry though.... I don't want that fish. that's the kindda fish you should be scared of! I need to water my ficus. apparently talking to plants and touching them and singing to them really does help them grow... I should be a farmer! r a florist! I love talking to things that will never talk back... unless I turn into emore from Little Shop Of Horrors and end up in love with a slut and then my plants try to eat her.... Maybe I won't be a florist. I'll be a fire fighter!! no i won't I never had that desire... except maybe that time Sam and I rode to her house in that fire truck. that was really cool.. shame I don't actually rememeber it. I wish I still had that shirt. I wish I still had a lot of shirts like that. my S.S. Weller shirt! omg I hope I still have that. I don't think I like the senior shirts. I don't think I like shirts. I wish we could all just wear togas.... But i'd need a bra... not comfortable without a bra. Maybe without underwear.... but still.... eh... spandex suits would be cool.. but I'm sure a lot of other people would hate that. my stomache would hate that. A lot. when I eat too much sometimes I look a little bit pregnant. I really should eat something.. soup, jelly beans and fries... hmm..... peanut butter. I still have the hiccups... how the hell do I still have the hiccups. Austyn just signed into msn... she's pretty. I think a lot of people are pretty. The juice kid is pretty. also dumb.. lavina was right... lavina like vagina! Ashleigh sucks. lol not really I love that girl. my neck itches... i thought we were over this. i should be reading.. I have to write an mpj! still about 100 pages left until I'm done witht eh section.... I wonder if the extra credit for length points are worth it. I guess If i'm tryign to graduate... Wow.. still a lot of time left. I didn't know this many different thoughts could come out in this short amount of time. I miss Dude. I need to go see her. Why do I get attached to some teachers the way I do? why does my eyebrow itch too?!? ahhh! this sucks.. "who's eyelid gets dry??" MINE!!! my skin... my hair... my teeth.. glad I'm not a fatty. although I think I've always had the mentality of a fat person... I've never succeded in explaining what that means very well... I guess you have to be in my head.. which right now anyone who is insane enough to read this kind of is. Who might do that.... I probably would if someone else did a full hour. I was quite enjoying reading Ashleighs.... oh boy.. oh dear.. oh darn... oh my... O-grady... Omally... Obama!! I think I drink too much tea. and coffee probably. it's not even the caffine I like... I can be fine drinking water but I lOVE the taste of the other two. my brother's a weird kid. I hate rumors and gossip. i'm learning to not care so much but it could be bad because you never know when your brain will switch on you. I could be fine one second the next second be terrible. I guesss I'm kinda bipolar. I need to stay on my medication. I really really do. I enjoy life. i can;t be happy alone. there's no reason to be ashamed of that. none at all. I am happy with my pills. So who cares! lol I matter. I do. I do. I do. I do. I miss my Ashley. did I already talk about that.... ??? Maybe. Not that anyone else will read this.. I'm sure I've talked about that already about a billion times. my mind... this blanket is so soft. and fred meyers is freaking awesome! i really like to text and I have a feeling lavina and i really are going to bring ziplock bags and text in the rain in hawaii. I wonder when I'll learn to keep my mouth shut.. Does it matter? I always get mad and say stuff.. but lately I can;y hold grudges or stay mad so It doesn;t last.... then i feel dumb. I always say I won't talk when I'm angry again... but when I'm angry it really REALLY does feel right so i do it... one day I'll learn. Or people will stop making me angry.. happyland. Amazing land. Disney land! lol good luck dance team. ms Brown will probably be pregnant... so she won't be doing competition.. I'm kindda glad it happened this year... she's not going to put much of any effort into the team anymore. she's been wanting a life for too long.... I guess we got the good years? No.. '06 got the good years for sure. Graduating.. it's gonne be... actually I can;t decide how I feel at all. I just can't.... maybe it hasn;t hit me yet. Okay I know it hasn't. I don't feel excited. or relaived anymore.. i just.. don't feel. But I'm not in a bad mood. I'm in a good place lately. I'm very very tired.. and I still have 20 minutes to go on this thing... that disturbs me. a lot in fact, doo doo da loo! oh damn. this summer is going to be so freaking different! I dunno how to think... like last summer I had different best friends, a boyfriend and a vdifferent job. and I was going back to school.... this summer.. it's all new. I love new. shiny and new. maybe not shiny I don't like the sun so good. my favorite kindda day is the rainy ones... I don't like getting rained on though.. not untless I can change my clothes and clean up very soon afterwords. do you ever wonder if you have actually lived more than one life? like what if we just keep repeating life over and over until we got it right? THEN we can move onto a heaven of some sorts.. Like can you tell how old a person's soul is by how well they live their life. Those people who are mature at young ages, and learn quikely.. all that. Maybe they've just been around longer than most people their same age. You could tell the young souls apart for sure... LIke the hurtfull, foolish, lazy, unhappy people... they're young. What age would you be? What age would I be... Well to answer that I'd probably have to figure out when souls and existance actually started... and even then I suppose I couldn;t come up with Any idea whatsoever about how old anyone might be... I don't think everyone becomes old at the same rate anyway.. it's like our bodies.. some people age a little faster.. But in souls.. I dunno maybe people age within a close rage of each other.. but as far as souls go close in years might be a few million. Or less. Or more. Maybe there's people around us who have been around forever. Of course they don't know it but they have been.. they're slow.. everyone else of their age is gone, come back and gone a thousand times and they're still doing heroin. I wonder who fast a person could age.. like dependsing on what happens in your life your soul might age faster.. Finally, when people have lived long enough.. when their soul is complete and theyhave gained all the knolage at one point... maybe it all comes back to you. Everything you knew.. Everything you ever knew... You know. And what problems do people have if there are no unknowns. Maybe that alone is heaven. Maybe... However I might have just done the stargest rant in the world. Wow I on;y have like five minutes to go. Apple apple apple apple jig-saw! airplanes! coasters! grass! window!oy..... I'm out.. I'm out of stuff to write about.. after all this I'm clean out of thought.. To be honest a lot of that soul.. death... stuff is still running through my head. like a llama. Or nothing like a llama. I'll probably never know. doo... doo... doo... time's UP! I reallly hope no one read all the way through this =P Or maybe I hope someone did... who knows.. I can;t think anymore. TTFN!