Advice from East

When asked the question, "What's the meaning of Emily's life" Mr. East responded with, "It all kind of depends... Emily is an interesting character. She needs to stop picking guys and enjoy her life with her friends and take care of business, tackle problems, not avoid them."

He's close... Need to "stop picking guys".. Well yeah, I've been single for 6 months. My main goal in life lately has been to stay away from relationships. Check!

"Enjoy her life with friends." Well jee, maybe if my friends were a little more accepting I could talk to them about myself, and then I'd feel more comfortable around them. I don't enjoy my friends if i don't feel a connection with them. And, I can't feel connections with people who're mean to me or accepting.

"Tackle problems, not avoid them." Good idea I guess. With my personality not the best advice maybe... I try to tackle my problems but it always ends up in me getting lost in them and the only way out is to avoid them. The main problem is I'm weak willed and care very little about myself.

I wish there was still someone in my life who understood me to give me advice. I appreciate the thoughts... I don't even understand me. i don't really expect anyone else to.