This used to be my favorite holiday. It really did. Slowly things have just gotten really lame. 4 years ago Allyson was here, we watched Family Guy, ate noodles and had way too much fun. Year after at midnight I was at Caitlin's, with all my best friends and in the arms of Christian. Last year I was at Caitlin's.. and it was kinda lame. Caitlin, Allyson, Joe and I were the group. This year I'm sitting at home on my computer writing a blog wishing things could be better.
Better...
Better...... Yes. My New Years resolution. Better. I want to be a better person. I want to be a better Friend. I want to feel better about myself. I want life to get better. I'm not going to get any more specific because that will just end in me feeling like a failure. I don't want to be a failure anymore. I want to get better.
Emily you're amazing. You need to believe in yourself and tell yourself you are or things won't get better. Just be the best you can be and no one can take anything away from you. Love ya Emily! And this Saturday should be a pretty good way to start off the new year!
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