Dear World,
I've never asked anyone to fix me. But I can see how if you care about someone you'll want to. Or if you're close to someone you feel the obligation. I guess that really is how I lose all my closest friends. I'm frustrating because I don't like myself, I have problems and the only one who can fix any of it is me. And I don't bother... My biggest problem with friends is that I'm me. ... Somethings got to change. I generally feel if people REALLY want to be my friend they can be. But, I'm done fighting stupid battles. The root of the problem is always my flawed personality. I'm sorry I exist world!! I'm sorry I'm here!! I try not to hurt people. I care more about other people than I could ever care for myself. That's a good thing in other people... It's a bad thing in me. I'm sorry the rules don't apply to me. I'm sorry I'm too screwed up to make you feel good about yourself.
Fuck you.
i like you just the way you are.
ReplyDeleteand i know when you want to be fixed you'll find a way.
i don't need to fix you, but i recognize that you need to fix you and you will when your ready.