Three years ago. Freshman year... I had decent grades. I didn't sleep much.. my best friends were Allyson, Sam, Avi at times.. Loved the dance team with all my heart. Wanted to stick to it forever. No job. No relationship. No car. But I was happy.
Two years ago. Sophmore year... My grades sucked. I was in Euro. I had been dating Chirstian for a couple months. I was in love. I wasn't dancing.. My grades were too lame. And I missed it more than I knew I could miss anything. Best friends were Allyson, Caitlin, Timmy and Shelby.. Starting to become friends with Harry.
A year ago. Junior year... My grades.. eh, not TOO bad. My heart, falling apart. My best freind Harry, but things were starting to fall appart. Still good friends with Allyson, Caitlin. I was dancing again. Getting ready to go to competition in Utah. I lived for it.
This year. Senior year... Grades, all over the place. Heart, broken. I dance, but it's not much fun anymore. Frustrating mostly. No relationship. I refuse. best friends... It changes with the day. But I'm not very close to anyone. Anyone gets to close and I push them away...
Can I go back to Freshman year and try this again?
No, you can't you just gotta strive forward and what you don't like about the future you can change.
ReplyDelete:] Come on Emily head up and feet moving, gotta go forward to find the meaning in yer life ^_^
btw... i can't help thinking... Mr East was right about the meaning of your life... just, relax.
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