Dear Santa,

This year for Christmas I don't want any material object. I want true and complete happiness. I know this is a lot.. but I think I've been... as good as I could have been under the circumstances this year. There's many steps to this Christmas wish..

1- I want my boys back. All the guys who I put all my effort into and then they left me when they didn't need me anymore. I want them back. I want to be needed again. Make Christian talk to me. Fix my uncertainty with Adam. Give Adam 2 his cell phone back. Bring me Harry. I miss Joe...

2- For me to be completely happy I need some things with my friends to change. Caitlin needs to have better luck with vehicles! It's getting ridiculous. She needs better luck, that's where we can start. Next, Hannah needs an extra couple good friends.. a boy too maybe.. someone who will treat her how she deserves to be treated. Fix Allyson's heart please. Don't let Lavina lose anything more. Throw some joy into Sam's life. Kylie could use a few extra good friends too. Let Ashleigh have her boy. Make Ashley's parents more accepting.

3- I'm going to need a few extra little things okay? Courage, self esteem.. little things like that alright?

4- Medically, we have ourselves a challenge. Santa I don't want doctors, those are expensive just bring me a Christmas miracle of health. You do that right?

Bring all this together and I might be able to handle life a little better... I can't change any of this stuff by myself. I can't get help with any of it. I need a miracle. I may not have been the best person this year, but I've kept my head above water for the most part. I'm trying, that deserves something right? Santa, I know your Schedule is busy and you have a LOT to do in the nest few weeks, but if you happen to get things done early, I'd really appreciate some help in my life.

Sincerely,
Emily Borecki