I LOVED how Friday when a few of us decided to leave the group to get away.. get a break it somehow turned into Emily you're wrong for not spending every second of every day in the same spot of the school! The people who dipped the fuck out last year were fine. The people who aren't ALWAYS there this year aren't doing anything wrong but if I do anything slightly out of the ordinary it's not okay. Maybe I needed a day away from the people who make me feel bad about myself. Maybe I needed to not feel like an idiot. Maybe I didn't feel like being annoyed by the pathetic low maturity level.. Maybe I wanted some quiet. What the hell is wrong with that?! People freaking the fuck out about me trying to help myself! Me leaving for a bit doesn't help anyone... Well what if I don't care FOR ONCE about helping someone else? What if for one single day I try to do what's best for me. That's right, it's STILL wrong!! I don't care. Fuck off. If you have a problem with it talk to someone else about it behind my back because I won't give a shit. It's my business. I'm not hurting anyone.
You know if this is directed at you. Trust me. I'm not lashing out on everyone.
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