It's MY turn! Someday soon it'll be ME who leaves someone! It'll be ME who drops someone like a hot rock and walks away without reason! Next time I'll break your heart. I'll hurt you! Whoever "you" are... I've had enough. There's been far to many of you... and there's not much left of me to give anymore. I'm so small these days.. You've all taken so much. Maybe I want a turn. Maybe I'll take some of you for myself and give nothing back. I'll build myself up and ignore your needs. Sound fair?? of course not, but it's MY turn dammit! I'll hurt you. I'll make you feel dead inside. I'll make you feel like you're worthless, like you don't matter...
... No... I won't. ... I couldn't do that. I love you. Whoever you are. I'd feel too bad. I'd feel it just as much. But one day... One day I'll stop hurting from you. ... One day someone will take me with them when they leave.
I'd like that.
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